I have seen God is some pretty cool ways in the last three weeks. From the birth of Braden to the amazing sights I have got to see this week. Creation at its finest to some of the oddest humans God created....He has a sense of humor let me tell you......
However, this morning at 4:47, in a hospital room that was full of life, a happy baby and a set of parents who had every bit of hope in the world eariler in the day was nothing but that.
Diesel Noah earned his wings this morning after battling brain cancer and RSV. With his parents, two doctors, a nurse, and a college student that had no idea what was about to happen by his side he took his last breath in his mommy's arms. It was in the moment that Rev. Lisa asked me to say a prayer...in that I found a whole new trust in God. Somehow I was able to find the words to say, hold back the tears, and make the unthinkable unforgetable for a family that has touched my heart over the last week.
Rev. Lisa had faith in me, and somehow knew I could do it, and I did it.
However, that is not what made this unbeleiveable experiance beilevable it was when Tayna and Nate, said these words "Take him Lord. Thank you for letting us have him, get to know him and thank you for blessing us with his blue eyes and smile." It was in the very moment that I made the desision to name my first son Diesel James.
There is something about being a parent...I don't know what it is, but I know its the most unselfish, most rewarding, and coolest job in the world, and three days ago I wanted no part of it, but after this week I am giving that part of my life over to God, and telling him, Take it, make it yours, and I will do your will.
Tomorrow I am leaving Memphis. However, my heart will ALWAYS be here.
Diesel Noah Alexander
October 17th 2008-April 9th 2009
St Judes Children's Hospital
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